February 2010
“There’s only us
Only tonight
We must let go
To know what’s right...”
– RENT
“I want a friendship where it doesn’t have all the obligations and...”
January 2010
Nikki: (to her boyfriend) why are you so mean to me?
Kristie: it's because you're already his girlfriend. he doesn't need to impress you anymore. You're already his bitch.
Yeah, I said it.
I’m not hating but…
This Korean obsession phase/trend is getting a bit ridiculous.
I mean, I’m totally cool with the Koreans. I just don’t find them as wonderful or amazing as people are trying to make them out to be.
“I used to listen to it all the time when I was little and thinking about...”
– Stephen Chbosky (The Perks of Being a Wallflower)
Lame cousins
I think my cousins are getting a lot of negative vibes from me.
It’s because I am.
They just really annoy me. They just get on my nerves. And they’re really boring. My brother and I make an effort to go out and do something with them but they always blow us off. They are also extremely indecisive. Sometimes, they can’t make a goddamn choice on what to do and it takes so long...
“You listen to people so that you can imagine them, and you hear all the terrible...”
– John Green (Paper Towns)
“Talking to a drunk person was like talking to an extremely happy, severely...”
– John Green (Paper Towns)
“He wore his innocence like a comfortable old coat.”
– The Lovely Bones
“I’m getting full and I’m thinking of you chus i should leave my food...”
– Angela C
You're such a turn-off
The reason why I stopped talking to you is because of your drug addiction. Honestly, I don’t mind people who ocasionally indulge in ciggs/weed/etc, seeing how I do it myself, but your lifestyle is simply disgusting to me.
Your twitter page is flooded with tweets about how you’re so faded. Or about how you’re waiting for your third pill to kick in. What a wonderful high...
The Tooth Fairy / Legion
Today, I watched these two movies:
It was a pretty funny movie. I didn’t expect much from it but I felt it was worth my money (although, I snuck into this movie).
Eh. It was alright. It was supposed to be one of those “extermination of the human race” movies where the whole world was affected, but it didn’t seem like it because it revolved around one setting.
It happened again at rehearsals today.
During choreography, I could slowly feel the energy draining from me. And then it started taking so much effort to even move an arm or even remember to breathe. Fuck. I can’t help it when this happens. It scares me. And then people start noticing, worrying about me.
I feel like such a joykill.
“We’re all moving in the same direction. It’s just hard to tell...”
LOOKBOOK.nu: Another outfit post →
cuuuute outfit
“Hey,
you and I
are going to
have
a big
love affair
and it
won’t...”
Movie date
Today, I watched The Lovely Bones and Daybreakers.
I think today was a date? Well, if it was.. it’s none too serious.
The Lovely Bones was good but a minor disappointment. But then again, I’m reading the book and I guess I was continually comparing while watching the movie. But geez, the movie was beautiful. The scenery and shit were a total eyefuck.
Daybreakers was another failed...
Happy Friday!
Today was a mixture of fear and happiness for me.
There was a Comedy Sportz match today and I loved it. It was hilarous (as usual).
But I slipped into one of those phases again. Where I feel numb and completely exhaust the energy to move and it gets really difficult to remember to breathe. Kristie and Kelsey helped me walk to a quiet room. I guess I really scared and worried lot of people. I...
I’ve been emotional lately.
I start my day off just fine but as it progresses, my mood just plunges. I know something’s wrong with me, but it hasn’t been given a “scientific diagnosis” just yet.
Sometimes throughout the day I slip into these phases where I lose my grip on reality and everything just slips away. And I know it’s happening but I can’t...
“It’s kind of like when you look at yourself in the mirror and you say your...”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower
Morbid.
I left at 5 in the morning to take my blood test.
I’m scared as fuck for the results.
My mom and I had a heated argument on the way to school.
I cried before school started.
I was an asshole to multiple people.
I ditched seventh period.
Rehearsals cheered me up.
Sorry, guys for worrying you.
Waking up at 4 in the morning to take some blood tests.
I’m scared as fuck for my health.
Take a hint
Boy, I’m just not interested. I would think by now you’d know that. Quit tryna get at me.
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